meishan is not emo-mo-mo or drama-ma-ma now.

i m just wondering how come people can come up with such beautiful lyrics.

lyrics that can really touch hearts.

but, where's my heart now?

what makes my heartbeat or even make me blush?

i guess it is only EXERCISE.

seriously, i think my heart is probably in ICU now.

sometimes, i cannot feel it. are u sure it is on the left side? not right meh? how come i seemed not to be able to feel it.

if a heart is not essential for survival, i rather not have one.

emotions and feelings, pls leave me alone.

i m really not so free to entertain u guys at the moment.

even if u guys want to sign a Master contract worth a few millions with me, i won't entertain you at all.

how i wish my clients will find me like how emotions and feelings always come find me.

leave me alone for now, will you both?

sometimes i really think u don't need to use a gun or some illness to kill me.

just make me fall in love with you. (although it is really impossible now, because my heart is missing! )

and i m dead for sure.

how dead?

very dead.